I love you/ And I need you/ I bleed you/ But I just can't feed you/ Nor believe you/ Nor keep you/
But I want to/ And I'm willing to/ Go thru/ Whatever I have to/
Cause of the things you do more so the things you don't/ The things you said you’d do and the things you said you won't/
But I can't escape cause I'm trapped in this deadly state/ Of dead eyes that don't see light nor a further fate/ So I pronounce our death date/
But Everytime I say I’m done you say/
I love yous get spoken in foreign dialect/ I try and recollect the last time I felt you/ It's not even pain no more/ Just arguments and slammed doors/
What we even trying for!!?
But I love you to my core/
Cleaning up our mess has become a daily chore/ Too much to ignore/
Why am I even trying for!!?
When I deserve so much more/ But your eyes be soft and your perfume lingers/ Sweet decay/ I pray/
Direction and clarity/
Strength and guidance/ Without you by my side it's/ Hard to imagin
So I cash in and mask in and bask in the rations/ No more passion and too much asking it's become a task then im passive In my asking now I'm fasting to let this love die in the casket/ It's tragic/ But I'm attracted/ Like a sharp ended magnet/
Don't you see the confuse??
And the issues that got me stuck to you??
Invested time and invested rhymes/ Too much at stake for me drop it on dime/
So i swallow my fears and give it one more time/
What the hell/ I guess/
One more time